"Every lesson forms a new scar
They never thought you'd make it this far
But turn around, oh they've surrounded you
It's a showdown, and nobody comes to save you now"
I don't think it's news to anyone that I'm something of an opinionated
"Even when you're sleeping, keep your eyes open"
But it's brought about an almost porcupine-like reflex in me. I'm a little extra bitey and a lot more prickly. My guard has come up and I feel like I'm having an almost fight-or-flight response.
"Everybody's waiting for you to breakdown"
I'm not a girl who is prone to mental breakdowns and histrionics. So if you're one of those waiting to see what happens when too much schmidt gets piled on top of me, you're going to be disappointed. I keep the faith and more importantly, I keep the smile. I'm also not one to take the words of a select few too much to heart. You might get into my head causing me to question some things around me and be on my toes, but you'll never get into my heart where I know my true worth.