I've been debating how and when to write this post. I decided just to bite the bullet and do it.
The Viking and I have decided to get a divorce. The why and the how and the when and the little details aren't important. We're getting through is the important part. We're being responsible and mature and friendly and shielding Nathan. I will maintain custody of my boys and continue to be their primary caregiver. Obviously big changes are a-foot here and there are a lot of decisions to be made and logistics to be worked out. I'm not breaking down. I'm not losing my mind. I'm maintaining. I'm breathing. I'm holding it all together. I'm putting one foot in front of the other and taking it one breath, one moment, one day at a time. And I'm squeezing, loving and protecting my boys.