I was a wildly unpopular, often teased kid as I grew up. I had almost no friends with whom to spend time and truthfully just spent a lot of time being alone. I hated it. One of my biggest fears out of all this infertility nonsense is that Nathan will grow up lonesome without having had a sibling or twenty around to occupy his time. I realize that there are other, probably better, goals for a parent to have when bringing up their child. But don't you think that all parents try to fix the one area of their childhood that was painful to them so that their child doesn't have the same experience?